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In 1992 my life made a 180 degree turn
I experienced, without seeking it, an altered state of consciousness according to the psychologists, a mystic experience for the theologians. Why?... I don’t know. I only know that “we have to have the humility of not trying to understand”. I reached the Knowledge, the inner peace. I was born to a new life. Since then my values have changed and a distinct reality perception has changed positively my life. I feel in harmony with myself and with everyone and everything.
I am a common person. I eat, sleep, I get tired, smile, cry ... as everybody. The difference with the rest of people are my other realities perception, real inner happiness, my constant and total dedication to any living being that needs and wants to be helped, and overall my total and at any moment acceptance of God’s will or as you want to call it, to know by intuition or believe.
I have as strict rule to respect personal freedom. I consider it to be the biggest given gift, after existence.  
My life sometimes is not easy.Many people confuse me with characters without any scruples or with identity problems, and they only laugh at the people's suffering , offering results that aren’t real and flow into a deceit or a swindle.

   
Jara ... a rottweiller, my friend, ten years together.
How many ways of behaviour and feelings we can learn from our pets!
The love and affection I received from her is the most similar one to the unconditional love I feel. She gave all without wanting anything in return, without a calculating mind, without knowing time, everything from her was heart and feelings...
This breed is known as being dangerous.
Like me, saying that I pray and that I have this Healing gift ... they distrust me.
Both the same, they judge us before knowing us.
27 of October...

Jara... dear..., I’ve felt rest in your, ... rest.
A great sadness seizes in your memory and an endless happiness with your departure to the Father. You are already in Him... I only feel Him.
Thanks for your Love and support... now go, as I have your endless support.
Thanks my God, for the gift of Jara.
Although I feel sorry for the physical absence, I totally and completely accept your decision or will.
Thanks,... I’ve met someone with an unconditional love, which, at some moments makes me think so many things about Jara.
You have sent her to my happiness and model.
Thanks for the gift of her besides me.
Thanks and I know that someday I will be in her as in you.
Thanks for calling her.
Thanks for accepting your will.
My God, I love you with all my conscious and subconscious being.
My Good, I wouldn’t know to live even a breath without feeling myself in your will.